On the 80th anniversary of the extinction of the amazing, unique thylacine, we’re sharing this extraordinary poem by ONCA artist Susan Richardson.
We’re also launching a new schools outreach programme to share its story with children in the run-up to this year’s Lost Species Day. And tonight we’re co-hosting a tour of the lost species at Brighton’s cult Booth Museum, inspired by their stuffed thylacine.
Thylacine we miss you.
Thylacine by Susan Richardson
i was per-
haps. i am may-
be. Was nearly now, al-
most then. Ex-
tant, ex-
tinct, just visiting, dithering
with existence. Am
listed as critical. Was
history. Soon rumoured.
i am virtually non- un- on
the brink of unique,
(in)conceivably, (un)feasibly
a one-, two-, none-off.
Am RIP. Yet just as i re-
ceive a cairn of commemoration
i glimpse myself from the cor-
ner of my eye and
it was about ten metres away when I first noticed it. Sun was going down and I was stuffed after walking all day so I was waiting by the stream for Jase to put up the tent and make a fire and whatever the fuck else he does when he says it’s time to camp. Thought it was a dog at first – it was about the size of Jase’s sister’s Lab, the one that flobs all over you, kind of pale like a Labrador too, but then I saw the stripes, and its body looked weird – like heaps longer than it should’ve been. I was too freaked to move, just sat there, couldn’t breathe, couldn’t even reach in my shorts for my phone. And just when I’m thinking I’m so going to pass out here, it turns round and disappears into the bush. And soon as it’s gone, Jase comes over – took his fucking time – and says I’ve got the fire going, Soph. This place is unreal!…Aw, what’s up? You look like you’ve seen a
dog- wolf-headed,
zebra- tiger-rumped.
i have bygonned
my image
on the rock. They called me
coorina, loarinna,
chimerical miracle.
i am thresh- flesh-
holding, solid as persecution,
dwelling in the realm
of (im)possibility where
there are fewer eucalypts
than there ever used to be.
Was i a clever fake? The proof
is (in)conclusive. My
marsupial pouch holds
only fables now –
the bandicoot i toss
to see which way it lands,
stars miraging
the loss of my before
after. Yet as i dis-
locate my jaw
with a phantom yawn a scream,
i dream clean pugmarks
in the mud and
mate, I couldn’t believe my eyes. It was gone midnight, I’d skulled a few beers and was driving home over the Burrenbidgee. Parked by the bridge and got a pretty good squiz – it was standing there, ears up, tail out stiff like the tail of a roo – and then I thought I’d hop out the van and get a bit closer. Mate, if I’d only had the three-oh-eight Winchester with me – guys spend years out in the bush trying to bag one of these bastards. Tried to film it on my phone before it shot through, but it was too shit-dark to see, so I grabbed my torch from the van and hunted round for a while and found what I reckon was a paw print. Soon as I got home, I googled it and, mate, I was
right wrong (un)thinkable,
(un)imaginable, (barely) credible, a twilit inter-
stitial wish delivered
by the (un)conscious mind.
Whistle me up, make me limbo
liminal (in)visible,
see what you expect
hope grope to see. Am
psychopomp, tulpa,
(preter)natural personal guide.
Was a figment
of my hallucination imagination.
(Not even) quasi-
—
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Posted on September 7, 2016
Categories: Endangered & Lost Species
Tags: Remembrance Day for Lost Species Events, Susan Richardson
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